PLEASE GOD..HELP ME..

finally, i'm going back home tomorrow..i feel quite sad actually because once again, i have to leave my parent and my family for my study at uitm. I'm so sad that i can't spend a lot of time with them anymore. I'm very close with all of my family members. When i was in UITM, I've missed them like hell. I just can't being part away from them because for me, they are just what i need for my daily life. Feel like want to cry right now. They really means a lot to me. Plus, i have no more holidays after this meaning until our final exam, we will have no more holidays. That's why i'm being down for this. The things that going around my mind right now is when will i come home again. I don't care if we will not given any holiday again but i will go home by my own self on one day soon even for two or three days, nevermind. It will never change my mind to go home on friday evening and go back home again to uitm on sunday.

Actually, the things that makes me feel sad to go back to uitm is my parent. I feel so sorry for them because of their health. It was not reaLly good actually. They need to take their medicine everyday as required. I feel so worry about them as it will be just both of them in the day, baby sit my two niece. During that time, who will be going to clean up the house, cooking? Of course la my mother..then, who else, right? Dahlah kesihatan dia agak merosOt, kekadang elok, kekadang pulak tak sihat. And in the meantime kena baby sit my nieces.

Fuuhh...believe me, even i feel so tired doing those thing for the whole day, inikan pulak utk org yg da berusia. Untuk sebelah malamnya pulak, i'm not too worried about them as my sister have going back home from work. Itu pun dia selalu balik lambat.

Then what should I do. I'm supposed to be so worried because they are my parents..

Yang telah membesarkan, yg tlh menjaga, beri kasih sayang, bagi kemewahan, selalu ada di saat kita suka dan duka. Who else that should be responsible and take care of them kalau bukan kita sebagai anak diorang?

Malas nak tulis panjang sebab masih banyak lagi assignment yang menunggu untuk disiapkan pada tgh2 malam ni.

Kesimpulannya..

MEMANG MALAS GILA DAN KALAU BOLEH TAK NAK BALIK LANGSUNG KAT SANA!!!



BUT..

HOW I SUPPOSE TO DO THEN?????



GOD..

IF YOU HEAR ME RIGHT NOW,

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF THEM DURING MY ABSENCE...

I REALLY LOVE THEM AS I WANT THEM TO STAY IN GOOD HEALT ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND STAY HAPPY ALL THE TIME WITHOUT WORRIES..



TIADA SIAPA LAGI YANG BOLEH AKU BERGANTUNG HARAP MELAINKAN KAU TUHAN PENCIPTA SEKELIAN ALAM YANG MAHA MENGASIHANI..



PLEASE...

NOTHING I ASK FROM YOU ACCEPT THIS ONE AS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH...