life in campus..

tiba2 i just thinking..
how come i can further my study here in uitm perak..
actually, i dont think i'm good enough to study here..
tambah2 lagi waktu spm..
it was such a terrible experience for me..
u know why??waktu spm tu, my mom pulak masuk spital..about two weeks jugaklah..night before my first paper for spm,i have to take care of my mother in hospital..how sad at that time..and i keep on take care of her until next week which means i still sitting for my examination at that time..
fuuhh...
memang exhausted gler..
that's why i said that i cant' believe that i can get a quite good result for my spm and i've been offered to uitm..
memang dah rezeki kot..
even until now i don't believe that i'm here in uitm..(berapa kali nak ulang daaaa...)

so, life in uitm was damn totally different with mine before..
it really does beacuse this is my first being part away from my family and my house..
i never been to any boarding school before this so that's why i was so homesick when i get in here at the first few month..

plus, the pressure here was so damn stronger than before..
with all of the assignment..
time management..meaning how to manage my ownself here, how to manage my money and how to manage all thing around me..
believe me..it was relly hard things to do for me who never been to any boarding school before..

but now, things has getting better and i can stand on my own feet..
you know what??
bila kita dah rasa yang diri kita ni dah boleh berdikari dan dah boleh berdiri atas kaki sendiri..
it's feels like such a pleasure feelings to be feel..
feels like we have getting older pun ada jugak..

so, many experiences i've gained here..
antaranya..
chances get to know a lot of friends..
lecturers..
jalan ramai2..
and most important is feels the campus life..
fuuhhh gler la..

dulu kalau dengar one of my sis cerita mesti terfikir like "macam manalah aku dah besar nanti???boleh ke aku masuk univer siti macam kakak2 aku???"
so most of the time jugaklah asyik berangan masuk u la, apa lah...
but now, I'm already here in UNIVERSITI..
hehehe...
errr..i can smell the sense of proud here..
huhu..
nevermind..
so,
i really hope i can manage my self much more better from now..
and keep on rocking my life as university student..
daa..~~